Finally Friday evening with huge mug full of orange tea and R on screen of my laptop. Oh hell, I miss him so much. I can't wait so see him again in a bit more than a month :D I never thought that one day I will be so excited about my birthday like this year. Actually... I'm always excited about my b-day, but not like this year. It means so much to spend your birthday FINALLY with your love and friends. Just the fact of his presence makes me damn happy. Okey, I guess it's a bit too much about R today :P I prepared a lovely note about some smart ideas to decorate your room for tomorrow, so stay tuned! Now list of things that I want, NOW :< !

Anyway, I wish you all a productive and creative weekend! xoxo

Before I die.

I just had a whole note about dreams, but eventually I deleted it. Maybe some of you watched 'The Bucket List'? I'm going to do my little bucket list today. Make one yourself, print it and reach your dreams every day! :)

What are your dreams? Don't be afraid to dream a little bigger :)

Motivation is the key!

It is so unbelievable how much a simple quote or picture can motivate us! I love being surrounded by motivating quotes and I always do something in my room, on walls, boards, that cheers me up and tells me to be strong and happy. Some time ago I wrote on my wall few simple words Remember to do something awesome today! Travel, create, change, learn, think, listen, love, share, watch, touch, feel, breathe. Most of all, be happy! I wrote them right next to my wardrobe, so after I look at that wall, I know, what is my goal for a certain day. Having things around you, which remind of nice moments are the best way to live your life fully. Pictures, letters, tickets, drawings - all those things make us all happy, I bet they do. If you are happy, you unconsciously share that happiness with others.

FML, for almost 30 mins I tried to teach my brother simple things like Is Anna a girl? Yes, she is. Eventually after 30 mins of repeating Yes, she is.  No, she isn't, I asked him Is Anna a girl? Yes, she isn't. Thank God I'm not planning to be a teacher. It would hurt too many young souls. I'm really amazed that some people dream about working with kids, I would kill them all during my first day at school as a teacher. But well, I guess I need to grow up a bit more to understand, that for some kids 2+6 will always equal 9 and that Anna is a boy. Good night xxx

LDR

Oh dearest love, why do you have to be so unfair to some of us? But actually, can we call it bad luck? Meeting somebody, who lives so far away from us, who is very special to us - is this a bad luck? I consider this as some kind of blessing. People ask sometimes How do you handle it all? Isn't it hard? OH GOD! HELL HARD! but if you had a choice - to be alone or to be with someone very very awesome, even though the distance, what would you chose? I'll leave this question for you to answer yourself. LDRs - Long Distance Relationships - are nowadays getting more and more popular, with little help of Internet such couples get on well, but even though, as always, there are people against it same like in favour. I think thay to make your own opinion about it, you have to try it. Duh, like with everything. But honestly, I absolutly hate people, who just say Naaah, it won't work, no sex, no time together, no sensual feelings. Although these people never expirienced such relation True, but when it comes to the meeting, it;s just perfect. Oh and actually! It is proven, that people who are in LDR know much more about their partner, how weird, all the hours spent on skype or msn! But anyway, this subject is very close to my heart and I keep all my fingers for all types of relationships - gay, straight, transgender people, met-on-the-internet-and-never-in-real-life; everything. Love is love and well... we can't really help all the feelings we share ;) If anybody has some opinion, feel free to share!

And well, we start new month, I'm getting closer to see R again and I hope that November will be pretty awesome, good night ! xxx

Surfer chica

Oh how much I wish I tried all the possible water sports. Funny it seems, but sometimes I feel like I'm stoping myself from trying all those things. Only R can say how long it took me to say yes to wakeboarding! But well, seeing R is wetsuit was worth all the effort! I wish my every summer was all about surfing and swimming. But now I can't wait for winter, my lovely, snowy winter. I already made my snowboarding plans for my winter break. Can't wait! 

Some time ago, I realised that I badly want to live near beach, maybe even in beach house. All the water sports are amazing for me, I always loved water and in winter - snow. Funny thing is when I was few weeks old, my mom stuck my picture to my baby album. This picture was showing me in bath and under that picure there was a text Maybe one day I will become a swimmer? Not like I did finswimming for pretty much whole life :)